what is the logic???

I used to plan almost everything

for myself and for joint work as well

people may think I "over speed"

but at least 

I just want to make sure everything goes well

but people blame me in their heart

maybe nobody appreciates it

I know, I really know it

So I don't want to plan it now

I don't want to take initiative anymore

let you decide

well, nobody plans it now

still, people blame me again

for not taking initiative

for being busy

I'm not busy

I just don't want to plan it

plan it or not plan it

whatever, I'm still being blamed

what is the logic???