Would you be there

Would you be there

 when I am going to give up

 when I need courage to move on

 when I need a shoulder to lean on

 when I am lonely in this hectic town

 when I need someone to tell me what I am doing is right or wrong

Would you be there

 to share my happiness

 to witness every moment of my life

 to give me a big applause as encouragement

 to shower me with your unconditional love and care

Would you be there, always be there for me as my guardian angel

whenever I miss you and call your name in my heart

with the hope that you will hear it and sense it

I am waiting here in silence

Hopefully you will be there for me

Would you be there?

只是这样

擦身而过的机会

确实只留给准备好的人

原来我一直还没准备好

错过了太多难得的机会

过去

为了理想和定下的目标

向往和期盼能梦想成真

却是让自己失望的原因

适者生存，胜者为王

我不想当王或者当第一

只想当个能生存的适者

至少有人发现我的价值

五个字：我不只这样

别人为自我增值的鼓励

也许我误解其中的道理

使自己努力得迷失方向

一时间

找不到继续努力的原因

找不到给我指引的军师

找不到昔日奋斗的自己

我不只这样

原来其实我也只是这样

旁人别再高估我的能力

我也不应该再奢望太大

我只是这样

当不成展翅高飞的小鸟

却只能继续缓缓走下去

再累再苦也会含着泪笑

我真的只是这样

并不如名字真的能“妃”

只想踏踏实实地走下去

第二章：沉默的她

她沉默了

只是无言以对，词穷的那一刻找不到言语

她沉默了

只是预料没人会多加理会，所以不说也罢

她沉默了

只是知道有人口不对心，言语已失去价值

她沉默了

只是知道无力改变决定的一切，所以不说了

她沉默了

只是知道也许是不中听的话，所以不说得好

她沉默了

只是害怕听不到想听的答案，所以不想失望

她沉默了

只是知道没人想了解她想说的，所以收在心底

她沉默了 就这样

被刻上自闭这形容词

也渐渐失去说话的刹那间

更错过了留住幸福的那一刻

爱上蓝色的她 不是爱上沉默

她沉默时 心里还是最痛的

Good and Better

“ You are good, but you can be a better one. “

Someone told me this

when I am losing my determination to face the challenges

when I am really tired of the hectic life without enough rest

when I have no energy to do anything, even to think properly

when I think that I have expected too much from myself

when I am looking forward to my freedom but he is reminding me of the

   coming challenges

when I know his expectation is getting higher and higher

Sorry, maybe I am not as good as you think

How can I be a better one if I am not good enough for the time being?

And how good can I be in the future?

Do I expect too much from myself?

Or do you expect too much from me too?

I cannot be the best among the rest

I cannot be the better one you expect

However, I will try my best to be the best of myself

This is how the life is going on: keep believing, keep moving and keep changing to be a better one.

无题

一个没有安全感的人

不再相信人心的人

今天早上终说服自己

人心还是靠得住的

就一天快结束时

为何让我再次失望

是疲累造成的？

我真的希望如此

也许我的存在

你们会觉得多余

于是在被淘汰出局前

我选择了 先让自己退出

以为这会少去彼此的矛盾

却换来更大的伤害

一天七小时的课结束

回到宿舍第一件事

打电话给妈

没说什么 只想聊天

只想说

你们在我心目中依然重要

但在你们心目中 我呢？

要是这么做伤害了你们

只能说万二分对不起

我只是单纯想保护自己

一个没有安全感的自己

有一天你们会知道

为何我是一个没有安全感的人

只希望你们会了解

对不起